and now i’m sobbing uncontrollably because i don’t want him to hate me or to be in pain because of me and i just feel so bad and our neighbor/vet tech says that it’s just sore but i just feel so shitty and i checked the door to make sure he wasn’t gonna get caught in it but when i closed the door (not all the way) i heard the most horrifying screaming and i just feel like such a shit person for making him scream like that and i’m just horrible i can’t stop crying and i know he’s okay but i just never want to hurt him and doing that really hurt me too