but really
sunday night (well, monday night in this instance) is always the worst for me. everyone posts their eventful weekends on facebook and i get to sit back and watch. i never get invited to anything. granted, i’ve always tried to get out of going places with people but it’d still be nice to be asked every once in awhile. i’m human, too, you know. i have feelings. i desire social contact. everyone does. no matter how much of a hermit someone is, no matter how agoraphobic, everybody wants some form of human connection. it’s really hard to feel like people like me and want to be around me when i sit at home all day every day. it’s just hard. i know i’m not the most exciting person and i know most of the time i like being alone. but sometimes i just wish people would see that all i really want is to feel like i belong. and right now i definitely don’t.
